I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. People want me to get better but it’s only holding me back by doing this to me. It’s killing me. My muse doesn’t even want to do anything anymore because of this. I always feel like I am in the wrong no matter what I do or say so I’m cautious, I’m short and I don’t want to be anymore. And when I’m not…it doesn’t work.
Because no one needs me anymore, as I was just told.